Frustrated

I can't tell you how frustrating it is to know there is something wrong with your body but have no clear explanation as to what it is. They're always telling me that everything looks good, that they can find no medical reason that this is happening, but clearly something is wrong, or we would have like six kids by now!

I don't seem to be responding to meds. Everything internally looks perfect. I wish they would just find something wrong so then it would make sense!

I turned 29 two weeks ago. I'm really beginning to feel like it's not going to happen. A huge part of me is ready to give up now, but for some reason I keep on, and I'm starting to feel foolish for it.

I haven't been getting instructions from the doctor's office as to what I should be doing aside from taking the pills. I called today to follow up. The girl who answered told me that I was supposed to be calling when I got a positive on an ovulation test so I could come in for testing. I should have been doing this the past two months. NO ONE TOLD ME. She apologized profusely, but I feel like this is just more wasted time.